Blast From The Past

Well, today I woke up at noon because I was skyping with Sammy and Susannah all night. I don't even know what we talk about anymore, I suppose there is an infinite amount of conversation starters programmed into out brains; it's the only way to explain how we never seem to know anyone well enough. Anyway, my parents went out to lunch and they didn't get back until five in the afternoon. So obviously I missed the four o clock Girl's JV Basketball game that Michelle was playing in, I'm a little sad because this would have been the first time I saw Susannah and Hannah since the beginning of Winter Break. After a little while I decided to go on Facebook and I discovered that my "Friend of the Day' is Zach Brencsons (my ex-boyfriend from seventh grade when I still lived in Singapore) And then my old friend Brian Blume was like, oh that's perfect because it's Zach's birthday; so of course I wished him a happy birthday on his profile and then I was catching up with both of them. It's weird how a single conversation can make u realize how much you miss your old life. Talking to them made me remember all the soda fights, embarrassing moments, inside jokes, school fairs, dancing in the rain, crushes, break ups, make ups, broken hearts, school dances, random parties, and the many laughs I have shared with my friends in Singapore. Sometimes I wish I never left, but I guess that's what makes us stronger. And it's not like I was the only one, both Brian and Zach live in the U.S.A. now, Zach in New Jersey and Brian in Louisiana, and I live in California obviously. Zach and I have settles in pretty well, but Brian isn't fitting in so well. I don't blame him, moving is so hard. Diving into a place where you don't know a single person, one good thing about it is that you can be whoever you want to be. I suppose that's why I don't' know who I am yet ... I've been way too many different people. But that's OK, I've got plenty of time to figure it out.