Okay so the drama begins ... now.
So I swam in a lot of races today, and Ilija was being really nice and wishing me luck before every race and congratulating me on a good swim (even if I sucked) I was talking to Maddy before a race and he said good luck to me and not her, but I thought he was kidding. After I swam the 100 breaststroke, I was so sad because I did terrible on that race, and he made me feel better. Suzie, Kara, Maddy, and Hannah pulled me over and told me that he liked me. I told them they were stupid, because I could tell by Maddy's face that she wasn't very happy. So the meet ended and Ilija's grandparents were giving Leiska, Mary Bridget, and I a ride home. Two of us had to double buckle because there were only three seats for the four of us. Ilija got in first and Leiska was about to get in, but she said no, Nicole your skinnier. So I double buckled with Ilija, Leiska sat next to me and then Mary Bridget squeezed in. I was practically sitting on his lap, Leiska wouldn't stop giggling. When we got to my house I said goodbye. A little while later Leiska texted me and asked what I thought of Ilija, obviously I was thoroughly confused and she said that he was interested in me, and that Maddy didn't have a chance with him because he doesn't even like being in her presence. I don't know why, but I'm scared... For a lot of reasons, I'm scared that Maddy will hate me, that Joey will hate me (because I told him I don't want a boyfriend in High School) or that I'm not really what Ilija wants. I guess I'll never find out what will happen if I don't go for it.
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