Tuesday, March 9, 2010

03.08.2010

11:15 am

I am literally shaking with rage. I have just learned that a girl in my class named Alexis posted something on her myspace about me. She called me and a big majority of my friends a c*** and described how we were spreading rumors about her. The worst part isn't the word she chose to call us, which in my opinion is the worst thing you could call someone, but the fact that I defended her against those rumors that she thinks I helped start. I put my flawless reputation on the line for that slut; and I'm not just calling her that. No one respects her, she is a member of the foursome. Another thing that is really bothering me is that she put it on her myspace, I have a facebook and so does everyone else. She's too afraid to put it somewhere we could actually see it, we only found out because someone told us. I don't know what's going through her head. She's just an immature little girl who wants the entire world to feel sorry for her but what she fails to realize is that nobody cares.

1:37 pm

This is quickly developing into the worst day ever. Lunch ended a while ago but I am still fighting back the tears in my eyes. I can honestly say I am indifferent to the incident earlier. I don't care about Alexis or the foursome. What really sucks is that my so called "best friend" walks up to me and calls me the same thing as a joke. I was just about crying and he's laughing in my face. This isn't the first time he has completely disregarded my feeling so I decided to confront him about how I felt. I told him how much he has changed and how I liked him because he wasn't the same as every other stupid guy; he just laughed it off and said I was stupid. I can't even express how hurt I am. I told him everything and he knows how I take things people say about me to heart and he makes fun of me just because people were watching. I can't tell you what lays in the future but I doubt Sammy and I will restore our friendship, the worst thing is I have no intention of trying to...

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