Yesterday night I went to see "The Blind Side" with a bunch of my girls. The movie was great, but the fact that it was a true story was what made it beautiful. If a family could do something so drastic like changing a young man's life; why can't one person do something so small that would make someones day just a little brighter? Right now I don't really know what kind of a person I am, I may not be christian, but I don't think that my lack of faith makes me bad. Everyone can be good in someones eyes, to some I must be good, and to others I may be bad; I just hope that the people who are important to me know how much I care about them. After the movie Amanda and I went back to Michelle's house after dropping odd Sierra and Maddy. When we got there we did what we normally did, talked on Skype, Facebook stalked some people, and went into beast mode (basically when we eat everything in sight) in the kitchen. After a little while we settled back in Michelle's room and started talking about everything under the sun. We slowly fell asleep with the comfort of knowing that we'd do it all again in the morning. Which, of course, we did. We feasted on bagels and Eggo Waffles, loathing the near future when Eggo will be no more. When my dad came to pick me up I said my goodbyes and greeted my father. Not surprisingly he immediately dove into a monologue about being happy, and how it's the most important thing in the world. The thing that I hate about this speech is the ending sentence, "What can I do to make you happy?" It sounds sweet but the underlying question is that he thinks he needs to do something to make me happy. The only thing I wish he would do is be around a little more. My dad's job forces him to travel out of the country 60% of the time, and I know he does it for me and my brother, I just wish when I woke up, that both my mom and dad would greet me good morning. But I suppose there are worse things that could happen.
When I got home I decided to take this rare opportunity to just relax. Since the beginning of Winter Break I have slept over and attended all night parties every night, and been going to the movies and hanging out with friends in the days in between. As soon as I stepped in the door I had an hour long bubble bath and put on Moulin Rouge (my favorite movie) I received a text from my friend Landon, stating that a guy I just really got to know the day before had a thing for me. The truth is he's not completely un-datable, but I'm still a little hung over on a sophomore that I've been texting for a while now. But I know that a freshman and a sophomore together is never going to happen. So I really have to think about this, who really know what the future holds, but as for right now, nothing is going to happen. But there's nothing wrong with that, I don't understand these girls who always have to have a boyfriend. I'm comfortable with being a relentless flirt <3>
Besides kindly trying to hook me up with his friends, Landon has become one of my really good guy friends. Just a few minutes ago he sent me a text saying "well your really cool, and i don't mean to sound gay or weird, but your one of my favorite friends that's a girl." That definitely made my day. It;s the small things that people do that makes them special, and the people you meet in High School are your friends forever; I'm just glad that my friends now are amazing.
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